self-repair
#[caption id="" align=“aligncenter” width=“600”] Michael Torevell, News of Great Joy, mixed media and digital painting, 2022 [/caption]
The basic form of the sin from which we need to be delivered is the myth of self-sufficiency. The diabolical urge that destroys our well-being again and again is the temptation to think of ourselves as somehow able to set our own agenda in isolation, and the greatest and most toxic paradox that results is that we become isolated from our own selves. We don’t and can’t know what we are as participants in the symphonic whole, and so we block off or screen out the life we need to receive, refusing to share the life we need to give. We live shrunken, hectic, short-term lives, stuck in futile conflicts and vacuous rivalries. We refine our skill at identifying other human lives, as well as the entire nonhuman environment, as competitors for space, forces that will, left to themselves, diminish rather than enrich us. We need to be healed from this habitual screening-out.This Plough issue on Repair is really wonderful. I expect I will post on other essays from it.This means that the “repair” involved in Christ’s coming in flesh is a repair of our relation to ourselves.