
Itโs the cup of tea that just makes this one.ย

Photograph by Stanley Kubrick (1947) โ taken, I think, with a Rolleiflex, because he used one often in those days. I do love me a square format camera.ย
Currently reading: Science and Government by C. P. Snow ๐
two quotations on church
James Baldwin, The Fire Next Time:ย
The church was very exciting. It took a long time for me to disengage myself from this excitement, and on the blindest, most visceral level, I never really have, and never will. There is no music like that music, no drama like the drama of the saints rejoicing, the sinners moaning, the tambourines racing, and all those voices coming together and crying holy unto the Lord. There is still, for me, no pathos quite like the pathos of those multicolored, worn, somehow triumphant and transfigured faces, speaking from the depths of a visible, tangible, continuing despair of the goodness of the Lord. I have never seen anything to equal the fire and excitement that sometimes, without warning, fill a church, causing the church, as Leadbelly and so many others have testified, to "rock." Nothing that has happened to me since equals the power and the glory that I sometimes felt when, in the middle of a sermon, I knew that was somehow, by some miracle, really carrying, as they said, "the Wordโ โ when the church and I were one.ย
Michael Warner, from his essay โTongues Untiedโ, on listening to a lay teacher at his familyโs Pentecostal church: ย
Every Wednesday night without fail, as this man wound himself through an internal deconstruction of the entire Calvinist tradition, in a fastidiously Protestant return to a more anthropomorphic God, foam dried and flecked on his lips. For our petit-bourgeois family it was unbearable to watch, but we kept coming back. I remember feeling the tension in my mother's body next to me, all her perception concentrated on the desire to hand him the Kleenex that, as usual, she had thoughtfully brought along.ย
Being a literary critic is nice, I have to say, but for lip-whitening, veinpopping thrills it doesn't compete. Not even in the headier regions of Theory can we approximate that saturation of life by argument. In the car on the way home, we would talk it over. Was he right? If so, what were the consequences? Mother, I recall, distrusted an argument that seemed to demote God to the level of the angels; she thought Christianity without an omniscient God was too Manichaean, just God and Satan going at it. She also complained that if God were not omniscient, prophecy would make no sense. She scored big with this objection, I remember; at the time, we kept ourselves up-to-date on Pat Robertson's calculations about the imminent Rapture. I, however, cottoned on to the heretical engineer's arguments with all the vengeful pleasure of an adolescent. God's own limits were in sight: this was satisfaction in its own right, as was the thought of holding all mankind responsible in some way.
enough is enough
Itโs been said many times by many people, but the state of officiating in the Premier League is disgraceful โ and does not appear to be improving. In todayโs match between Brighton and Manchester United, there were several major errors, every one of which went in favor of the bigger club โ which is par for the course in the PL, Iโm afraid. Lisandro Martinez shoved Danny Welbeck right in the back in the box; no penalty, and VAR contrived not to see anything. Harry Maguire, already on a yellow, grabbed Leandro Trossard by the neck and threw him to the ground; ref didnโt see it, VAR didnโt look. Other calls were possibly defensible โ an early offside call against Welbeck, a booking for Scott McTominay that probably should have been a red โ but oddly enough, they went Man Utd.โs way also โฆ and they still lost, which tells you what a shambles that side is right now.ย
As Iโve said many times, the ref in a modern top-level football match has an impossible job: the game is too fast and there are too many players. Thatโs why VAR exists โ but in my experience, VAR gets calls wrong about as often as it gets them right. The Premier League makes so much money that it doesnโt care about any of this, but it ought to care.ย
Oh, one more thing: thereโs talk that the VAR program will be turned over to the recently retired Mike Dean. Well, that would fix it! [cue maniacal laughter]ย
"One Manner of Law," by Marilynne Robinson:
Hugh Peters, most disparaged of Puritans, wanted to exclude poor artists from taxation. He proposed that there be peacemakers appointed to settle disputes before anyone could be arrested or imprisoned. Writing as someone who was forced to flee England under the threat of persecution, and whose fellow dissenters had experienced prison and worse, he does not call for any equivalent punishment or any punishment at all for his (temporarily) defeated persecutors, but instead for an alleviation of the punitive bent in the assertion of public authority.ย
A fascinating historical essay.ย
Currently reading: Albert Murray: Collected Essays & Memoirs by Albert Murray – Murray was born in Woodrow Wilson’s first term and died in Barack Obama’s second. ๐
